CafekkoDesu ^

16 January 2010 @ 09:24 pm

...Wow, cap-titles are like a reoccuring theme lately, huh? XD

Anyway, on an IMPORTANT NOTE (!), and after some feedback...

I WILL BE DITCHING THIS ACCOUNT BY THE END OF THE MONTH

AND I WILL BE MOVING TO MY NEW ACCOUNT trippydesu !!!!!!!!

It's capitalized/italicized/underlined to signify the importance XD

But, I'm a sucker for sentimentality, and this account has many memories for me, so I'm not going to delete this account... Actually, the only difference will probably be my username, a much more clean and organized F-list, and maaaaaaybe a layout...? (hint hint for those of you with creativity and time to spare *_*) hahaha

I doubt that most of you, or at least the people on my F-list who actually read my entries, will see this post, so I'll most likely just send friend requests and an explanation (you know, "Hey, it's cafekkodesu ! Add me!")

Anyway, thanks for your input, it was much appreciated! ^_^

Oh, and ryokenshi , the reason that I didn't take the "desu" off was because when I tried making it with just "Trippy", someone else already had it @_@ Go figure...

...I think that's all hahaha.

Ah, also, my cell phone bill is $200 from texting my boyfriend (for a week today :3) who doesn't have Verizon T_T Now I can't talk to him, boo...

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

bleh

Current Music: Gackt- Lu;na

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14 January 2010 @ 04:37 pm

~54~ ATTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN-SHUN! XD

Hey F-list!

Okay, remember when I was talking about how much I didn't like my username? If not, now you do!

Weeeeeell after some soul searching (not really XD), I think I've come up with a good one:

Trippydesu

I figure I may as well keep the "desu", no matter how corny and/or lame I think it is hahaha. And, if you're wondering about "Trippy", here's a story!

Back when I was in Japan, my friends Tatsuki, Kazuya, and Yui were trying to come up with nicknames for the "American kids" using our names and their way of pronouncing them. So, when they got to "Tory", they connected it with "Trippy", which they *tried to* say is from a little kids' show in Japan. And when we got to the town house, they found a flyer of who they were talking about:

It's the green bird on the right, and ironically, "bird" in Japanese is called "tori" XD IIIIIIII'm lame x_x

But that's besides the point! When I saw the tiger, I thought it was from the potty-training video called Shimajiro:

...Guess what? It is -_-"

AAAAAparently, the flyer above is for plays and musicals, that's why they look different. And apparently, Shimajiro is more than a potty-training vid... though I'm not sure of the anime's actual title =\

But yeah, I'm a little green bird XD

On a side note, as I was looking for this flyer to show you all, I found a couple of other little things from Japan:

I saved some yen *_* 1 (which is like, as light as a tin can tab XD), 5, 10, 50, 100, and 500 for coins, 1000 for paper, which is like a penny, a nickel, a dime, 50 cents, a dollar, 5 dollars, and 10 dollars *phew!* hahaha

And another flyer I just had to grab... as horrible as my reason is, it's just utterly hilarious:

XDDDDDDD K, I'm done

Anyway! Trippydesu !

What do you all think????? Let me know! : D

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

hot

Current Music: Wonder Girls- I'm So Hot (XDDDD Oh irony)

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10 January 2010 @ 10:38 pm

~53 2/2~ Happy 18th Birthday to Me ^-^ (Happy Indeed <3)

Happy happy happy *sigh* *^-^*

Cuuuuuz I'm no longer single <3 Yesh, life is good

...*ahem* Anyways....

I know I said I was gonna update yesterday, but the pics I had wouldn't load =\

Heeeeeeeere's how my day went (I can't promise, but I'll try not to take up your F-list XD)

。Grandparents came over and gave me a laptop platform cooler (much needed!)

。Still in my pajamas, and literally 5 seconds after my grandparents left, my friend, Joanna, came to go out to lunch... so I had to scramble to get ready x_x

。7 minutes later, I'm ready... and surprise! She turns our lunch into a double date with her boyfriend, Mitch and this guy I like, Adam (*death*) Not only do I feel bad for taking so long, but I wish I would've worn a cuter outfit (*megadeath*)

。We go to Uno's, where Mitch sticks stickers everywhere, me and him fought about the right way to eat fries, I was entertained-slash-embarrassed when the Uno's employees came out to sing to me, and I hit my head on a pole =_= Good times...

。We go to the mall and Joanna and Adam has Mitch keep me preoccupied in other stores while they went to buy me a gift, so we go to Best Buy and play Rock Band Beatles edition (Supar Drummer I is XD)

。I get the heavy, but awesome present of a mini garden pond thing, like a zen garden ^_^

They said that the fisherman on it was to represent balance, like balancing your life as years go by (Which I defenitely need)

。We stopped at a kiosk where they were selling scratch tickets, and I bought one (my first one legally!!!!!)

...And lost T_T

。After taking 20 minutes to decide what movie to see, Adam buys 2 tickets to Avatar (because Joanna and Mitch oh-so conventiently had to leave around then), and then asked me to go out with him!!!! ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

。Now, the rest is rather private, cuz it segueyed into a date <3 But I will say that Avatar was a good movie, but sooooooooooooo not worth the pain of sitting still for almost 3 hours -_-

。Got home, and had my Funfetti cake X3 As well as presents yaaaaaaaay~!

Ooh pretty colors *_*

My mom set this up and called it "Tory through the ages" hahaha

Finally out of customs!!!!! Nothing says "Happy Birthday" like Sex Pot An Cafe, Miku and Nyappy-chan, and subtitled concert DVDs X3

...This, I bought on my own... cuz no way in hell would my parents understand why I got this, let alone get it for me XD

Thank you guys so much for your well-wishes! I can honestly say that the people on my F-list are some of the nicest friends I've ever had the pleasure of getting to know ^_^

Wow... that was such a mature, adult statemet XP hahaha

Oh! I forgot to add to my "GOOD things about being 18" thing! I can get tattoos, and piercings without adult consent! ...Unfortunately, my dad says if I get a tat, he won't pay for my college x_x So..

Oh, and I guess LJ's sorta glitchy again, cuz I haven't gotten any "reply to my" anything stuff for the past 2 days x_x Is this the same with everyone?

Thanks again, guys. Maybe 18 won't be as bad as I kept making it seem ^-^

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

tired

Current Music: TV (Family Guy FTW!)

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09 January 2010 @ 10:37 am

~53 1/2~ Happy 18th Birthday to Me ^-^

Yeah, it's 1/2 of an entry cuz it's only the AM here, so my birthday hasn't even started yet... kinda XD

18... wow, I feel so old x_x I was woken up by my mom with a balloon and bag of candy ^-^

...And then my dad proceeded to tie the helium balloon into my ponytail -_-"

Anyway, I'm going out with friends, hoping for some good things to happen heehee

But, for those of you who don't know why 18 is a GOOD thing (cuz I've been all about "taxes" and "responsibiliy" and "adult-ism" =\), I had to look up some reasons why, and heeeeeeere's what I found:

~I can legally smoke (but I don't like cigarettes XP)

~I can vote (but I've never had an interest in politics hahaha)

~If I screw up, I'll be eligible for jail-time (I just thought this was funny XD)

...Oh wait, GOOD things.... yeah, here are some:

~I can legally buy porn (...does that mean I was underage for yaoi? o-0)

~I can buy lottery tickets (Which I plan to do today! Hopefully I win some much-needed cash!!!!)

~I can own a credit card (but I don't even trust banks, so that's no good hahaha)

~Oh! I'll be "18 or older" for those cheesy contests =_=

And that's it XD But if you find other things, let me know so I can try them all today! : D

And as far as I know, since all the presents I want are internet orders, my mom's gonna give me cash for my birthday : D

AAAAAAAAND I'M GETTING FUNFETTI CAKE (Which is, for those of you unfortunate enough not to know, is the best cake EVAR X3)

I'll post the 2nd half in the PM, but until then, I'm going to eat my first meal as an adult!

...I don't know why, but I thought this was the most hilarious thing ever at 2AM XD ...Maybe I'm milking this a bit....

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

hopeful

Current Music: BigBang- Oh, Ah, Oh

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05 January 2010 @ 02:51 am

~52~ Cafekkodesu (A random 2AM blurb X3)

So.... Budokan and Miku's birthday... I wonder how Miku felt with having his birthday after such a big event, but moreso, I wonder if he felt relieved and this sort of sense of achievement for finally getting to the dream destination, or if he felt saddened because this was the last thing An Cafe would be doing for a ~~long~~ while =\

But everyone's talking about Budokan, and since I wasn't there, I don't want to bore you all with rambling XD

But I will say that, from what I hear around my F-list, it was very good, and even had the mood of the Hibiya concert in terms of the emotions of the band :(

Anyways!

I've been wondering about this name of mine, Cafekkodesu ...

When I made this account over a year ago, I made up this name on the fly, just because it was asking for a username

And thinking about it now, my reason for joining was to read An Cafe fanfics X3

But then, the first time I went on an_cafe , I see my name but as:

Cafekko_desu

Damn, so much for being original XP

And lately, I've been noticing a lot of newbie Cafekko are either putting "Cafekko" in their usernames, or "Nyappy", and I'm not talking about everyone when I say this, but it's rather annoying -_-"

It's made me realize how lame I must have been to make this name... I mean, yes, I get it- because you have "Nyappy" in your name, you must be an An Cafe fan

But, other than that, no one really knows anything about you...

And I want a name with personality *_*

But, there's history behind my name, so I wonder if I can somehow transfer my personality to a new name...

I dunno, I may end up changing my name once I find something cooler to call myself XD

Until then, this was my randomness : D

As a reward, here are some equally random pics I found on my harddrive!

My friend on an anime forum and I wondered what Teruki would look like blond... so he used the magic of photoshop XD

Okay, try and find a more "come hither" pic of Ruki, I dare you.

"I choose you!"

I love this pic of Maya and "Juliet"... She could be Gene Simmons' illegitamite daughter X3

Awwwwwww G-D :3 Oh wait, where have I seen this before?

.........

Oh yeah @_@

I think this pic is absolutely hysterical, it's even more hysterical in the documentary, Takuya all "sunbathing" XD

Aaaaaaand, what was probably my most unexpected (even to me o-0) developing interest of '09.... K-pop!

More specifically, Big Bang

More more specifically, G-Dragon X3

"Nah, that's not how we do"

"Yo' ma heart-heart-heart-heart heart breaker"

"Jika jika jika te... No waaaay"

God I'm so lame x_x *dead*

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

blah

Current Music: Big Bang & 2NE1- Lollipop

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03 January 2010 @ 11:11 pm

Antic Cafe fanfiction- Aroma: Chapter 2

Title: Aroma
Author: Cafekkodesu
Rating: PG (subject to change)
Length: 2/3
Warnings: Language, yaoi, angst
Pairings: Takuya/Teruki, Teruki/OC (mention), Takuya/???, Kanon/??? (mention), Kanon/Takuya (one-sided)
Disclaimer: I do not own anything but this storyline and my love of the lyrics
Summary: How soon is too soon to move on? How long is too long to wait? How does one recover from a broken heart? For Takuya, it was more than a music video shoot.

~Chapter 1~ ( 'I don't know when I stopped loving you.' )

~Chapter 2~

( And overall, he looks hot. )

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

cranky

Current Music: Nana Kitade- Kesenai Tsumi

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28 December 2009 @ 11:04 am

~51~ Merry Late... Everything! XD

Writing entries, delivering the next chapter for my story, commenting, applications, and homework.

Those would be the things I'm late for -_-"

But! All that aside, I hope everyone had a lovely Christmas and got everything that they asked for from Santa (cuz... he exists XD I refuse to grow up hahaha)

Anyway, seeing how my friendslist has been filled with a lot of "What I got for Christmas..." stuff, I figure I should do that too, I'm very proud of the things that I got X3

( This way to fierceness )

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

excited

Current Music: BigBang- Haru Haru

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18 December 2009 @ 07:32 pm

Antic Cafe fanfiction- Aroma: Chapter 1

Title: Aroma Author: Cafekkodesu Rating: PG (subject to change) Length: 1/3 Warnings: Language, yaoi, angst Pairings: Takuya/Teruki, Teruki/OC, Takuya/??? Disclaimer: I do not own anything but this storyline and my love of the lyrics Summary: How soon is too soon to move on? How long is too long to wait? How does one recover from a broken heart? For Takuya, it was more than a makeover for a music video shoot.

( 'I don't know when I stopped loving you.' )

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

anxious

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01 December 2009 @ 06:26 am

Writer's Block: Chemistry test [Just a contemplative post...]

Has your idea of the perfect romantic partner changed with age? Do you think we can teach ourselves to desire partners who are better for us or are we constrained by the laws of attraction?

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Over the years, that's definitely helped to change what kind of person I ideally would have gone for. I usually look by appearance, like seeing someone and going "Oh, they're cute!", and that would make me bashful, and I wouldn't even act on it. So, what's the point of looks to such an extent if I can't get myself to find, or attempt to find a connection otherwise?

I do cherish my last relationship even still, and even though it's more or less in the past. There's still that annoying pang of jealousy that comes up everyday, and even prompted this post, I just wanted to see what I'd write.

Yes, looks help, but if you can't talk or have a good time with them, what's the use? Are you just going to stare at them the whole time? And yes, there is still a matter of fighting the "laws of attraction". But all and all, I've learned to disregard both looks and gender second to a shining personality, and someone who will truly appreciate me and accept me for me, and won't try to change that. That's what I found with my last partner and I can only hope I can find someone who shines just as brightly, and just as loving.

It seems impossible after what I had and lost, and I'm not ready yet, but I will be someday.

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

apathetic

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14 November 2009 @ 12:20 pm

~50~ DAMN YOU XSHOOTXAWAYX!!!!!

...You've got me addicted to K-Pop! XPPPPPPP

It's really catchy stuff, actually. I had no clue, and yet here I am, downloading the newest single by BIGBANG XD

Yeah, the reason for this... weird conversion (for lack of a better word) is because of two people:

xshootxawayxand

venus_aurea

They're constantly talking about K-Pop bands, and since I'm on a strike from a lot of Japanese artists at the moment, I need a new genre to keep me occupied. I'm so lame....

Oh, but not like a real strike, I'm just immature XP

Here's a list of Japanese artists who've recently gotten on my bad side:

~Hime Ichigo: They're breaking up! WTF??? I just started getting into their music last month and that's it? They're disbanding in December? *sadness*

~Acid Black Cherry/ Janne Da Arc: It's not so much that they're making me mad, but yasu, the vocalist of both bands, is stopping all activities because he needs to go into surgery because his throat is full of cysts that medicine can't cure T_T So sad... And his voice is sooooo beautiful, so I get sad listeneing to him....

~An Cafe: Same thing as ABC/ JDA. Listening to them for some reason is making me sad, because the final live is only a couple of months away. I mean, I can listen to the silly songs like Pxxxy'n Purrin, or Uzumaki Senshokutai, but not much else lately...

Oh, and still, Miku's god-awful placement of a tattoo >_<.

...hmm...yeah...

~Versailles: You'd think I'd be over Jasmine You already.... well, seeing them at the V-Rock Festival, with the 4 of them looking soooo elegant, and then there's.. some guy in the background playing bass, it was heartbreaking :'(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BF7Avl1wHjw

I mean, I'm glad they're getting back into the swing of things without Jasmine, but it's just weird thinking there will be another bassist onstage with them. Though if you read the interview they recently gave, saying how Jasmine was onstage with them in spirit, it made the stage seem less empty.

~Gackt: I know, right? Didn't expect that one, did you? XD Well, here's my reason: He gave away how old he is! Gackt noooooo! You're supposed to be a vampire born on July 4th, 1540, not... a real age!

http://career.oricon.co.jp/news/70378/full/

Why'd you give it away???? *Sigh* I can only hope that he's not going to give away his real name....

That's it, I think. But yeah, any other J-rock bands, I'm fine with hahaha. But at the moment, for K-Pop bands, I like SHINee, 2NE1, Wonder Girls, BIGBANG, but especially G-DRAGON ._.

They certainly don't have the same sex appeal as J-rockers, but they're stuff... it's just soooo catchy!

...Hey, did you know BoA was Korean? o-0 I'm adding her to my list of artists I like, hahaha

With that, I leave a vid of the... eccentric G-DRAGON live:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXSvL4huab8

I don't much like his hair in this vid, but I think his impression of Michael Jackson is hilarious XD

Oh and Yay for 50 entries!

...But I'm sick, losing my voice and I have a singing audition in 2 days x_x

...And no, I still don't know how to embed videos -_-"

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

bored

Current Music: BIGBANG- Koe wo Kikasete

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12 November 2009 @ 08:30 pm

~49~ Patience

Today's just one of those days... This really is for venting, so you don't need to comment or anything.

I just... wish that certain people had more time for me. Is that selfish?

I know that there are reasons and excuses and what-not, but today, I'd mentally (not emotionally, I'm not sure if that will ever go for me...) prepared myself to finally get everything I needed to say off my chest and out of my head, where it's been rattling around in my head for a while but...

Nope.

I guess not.

I mean... uuuuuuggghhhh I just want to scream. I would if I wasn't losing my voice. Crying, well, that's extremely played out by now, but yeah, I'm sure I'll be doing that soon. But more than anything I just want to speak. Or for someone to listen. Like, now. Please. I don't want to be the only one to know all of this anymore.

What's prompted all of this... A good day that ended on a low note.

LJ writer's block questions that are making me think things I shouldn't at this point but when does one little bitty thing not make my mind wander these days?

But what I'm getting really freaking irritated with is how slow my Vista comp is going...

...Yeah, I need to find another way to vent, while I wonder if I'm a regret.

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

crappy

Current Music: G-Dragon- Heartbreaker

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09 November 2009 @ 04:47 pm

~48~ MIKU WHY??? *insert facepalm here* T_T

Just want to give a little summary about this first...

A couple of days ago,

peace_b84 found the November Pati Pati scans (via vvshu.com), and we both noticed something rather peculiar...

( WARNING! HEAVY MIKU IMAGE USAGE! Shocking 0-0 ), vvshu.com, and jrock_scans. Please credit!!!

...Oh, and I made 3 new friends in 24 hours o-0 Yay! Hi to antikucafekko, kokorouta, and osharekeisayu! ^_^ I hope you didn't add me just to add to a friend collection XD</div>

[edit] By the way... I know this is on your F-lists 4 times... I'm trying to fix it ^^;

[edit 2] ...Yeah, I don't know how to fix the cut... *failz*

[edit 3] WHERE IT SAYS "WARNING! HEAVY MIKU IMAGE USAGE! Shocking 0-0", THAT'S WHERE THE PICTURES ARE! ...It's the cut, don't cha know XD Sorry, this post is such a disorganized mess...

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

What the WTF?

Current Music: LM.c- Bell The Cat

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06 November 2009 @ 06:56 pm

~47~ Imaginaaaaaation :D

I'm bored XD

And I've had a stressful day, full of tears and resentment and all that wonderful crap x_x

So, since I've gotten home from school, I've been studying for my SATs tomorrow... And taking long breaks to fill my head with the utmost random stuff *_*

Such as...

*Reading a fanfic by

silveryxdarkthat has the... very strange pairing of Shou and Kanon o-0 I don't like Alice Nine. so maybe it was just strange for me...

*Watching Tosh.O (It's so immature but I love it still hahaha)

*Editing my RP-turned-fanfic

*Watching An Cafe on a show in Germany called 'Bei KiKa' (My cousin speaks German, I wonder if she knows what they were saying...)

*Downloading Gazette vids (whatever hasn't been deleted on YouTube that is...) as well as getting very into the HIZAKI Grace Project for the first time ever 0-0

*OBSESSIVELY listening/watching LM.C's new single 'Ghost Heart'

(here): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NkonTkWdC9g

...I don't know how to make it the actual vid -_-"

*And finally... Finding this pic on the An Cafe Spain website/

nyappypopo's LJ:

0-0 MIKU???? What the hell?

...Not to say that in a bad way, but I mean... What the hell??? Where did this come from??????

...Actually, his head looks smaller in proportion to his neck...

But other than that! If this is what Miku's hinted modeling career will be like... I can't wait for more 0.0

Well....I need to study more =\ I'll post later... maybe XD

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

headache-y

Current Music: LM.C- Ghost Heart

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30 October 2009 @ 07:57 pm

~46~ I'M BACK! About freaking time, huh? XD

Heyyyyyyy guyssssss! : D

...If you somehow haven't forgotten me, I thank you very much for it <3

Anway, I've been gone for over a month! Wows... But the term is over, so I can screw around on the internet again XD

This term... I think I did okay, I need to have done okay, since I'm looking for colleges and first term really really counts -.-" *Prays for straight A's...*

Also, I haven't been all to honest, but what the heck? They call it LiveJOURNAL for a reason:

My Updates:

~I'm going to be majoring in creative writing/fiction writing, minoring in international... communications, I think... That, or international studies

~I'll be fanfic-writing again!!! But no fluff, or at least, not much. I've been feeling angsty *_*

~...Actually, I've been breaking my hiatus a lot, but just for An Cafe and GazettE news, and for

silveryxdark's stories X3

~I saw 'Paranormal Activity' o-0 It wasn't bloody-gory scary, but more like freak-you-out, subtly scary. I really recommend you go see it!

~I would have been back sooner, but I just went through a painful (for me) break-up

~I'm going to be starting therapy next week, for that (^) and other personal reasons

~...Well, there is more, but until I'm absolutely sure, I don't wanna come out with it =\

I think that's it.... I do have loads to say, but now's not the time ^^;

Oh- HAPPY (ALMOST) HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(It's not mine, it's from DeviantArt, but how cool is that???)

I'm almost 18, and yet I'm going to go out Trick-or-Treating with my friends XD I'm dressing up as a literal baby doll lolita :3 Pics...maybe? It depends on my motivation, hahaha

Yeah, so this has been the longest day ever, and my legs are killing me from our mile...ish XD I need to start commenting again hahaha

Aaaaaand

elgclol, where are yoooou? T_T

Okay, peace out! ^_^

Current Location: home

Current Mood:

achey

Current Music: Final Destination

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24 September 2009 @ 09:11 pm

~HIATUS~

Due to reasons beyond my control, and wanting to stay absolutely true to the list of goals I made for myself in the last post, I'm going on an indefinite hiatus. I really want to focus my time on getting my license, searching through colleges, preparing for the SATs, and overall, not procrasting. I'm only going to come back on LJ to participate in the Zeppy group purchase... hopefully :0 ...

I'll post if I get free time, but I'll most likely still be on my hiatus then (unfortunately, this site is veeeeery distracting, so I need to get it out of my life for a while).

But, never fear: Like Antic Cafe, I shall return! XD

Oh, and if you live around the east side of the US, can you throw me some suggestions for colleges? Thanks if you can :D

Current Location: home (unfortunately)

Current Mood:

cold

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21 September 2009 @ 08:44 pm

~45~ What do Burger King, Target, and Apple all have in common?

Heeeeeeeere's my more significant entry! XD

To answer my own question, today in my Economics class at school, we had to buy stocks, and I bought: Burger King for 100 shares minimum (because I hate McDonald's XP), Targer for 150 shares (because Walmart didn't even occur to me -.-"), and Apple Inc. for 200 shares (because they just came out with the new IPod... 5G? The one with the video recorder *_* I need a new IPod...) And THAT is the connection ;)

It also occured to me that I never talk about school, which started for me on Sept. 1st (probably to save you all from the chaos that is my life @_@), so , so you know what I'll be talking about, here is my schedule:

-Chorus
-Theatre Arts
-Economics
-Gym --> Archery
-Study/Advisory (depending on the day)
-Advanced Algebra and Trig.
-Hearts of Darkness (online class)
-World Literature AP
(No sciences or French! *confetti canons explode*)

Not to bore you with details, hahaha.

( Venting about my crappy day in Theatre Arts class, you can skip it if ya want... )

Noooooooow, the venting is done. Onto my positives! ...*More positive*

I'm making a set of goals for myself. The list isn't big yet, but they are important:

*Do homework THE NIGHT I get it
*Get more sleep
*Somehow gain more confidence for improvisation
*Buy BB Parallel World

...XD That one is last, hahaha, because the others before it are more important. (But seriously, I have a longer list of stuff that I want to buy o-0)

Speaking of buying, I'm going to take advantage of bodyline's super awesome $20 shipping anywhere deal! X3 I love their stuff ever since I bought from them in Japan. I can't wait to order the things I want (but I'm on a budget, so it's only a chunk of stuff that I can get...) Here's one thing I really want:

(sorry for the small pic...) But that skirt is amazing, ne? *_* What I don't understand is why they use non-Japanese models for a Japanese clothing brand? I mean, I know that it's Bodyline's English site, but still... ?_?

Also, two people have told me about this site called Pupe, I think? I have no clue what it is, but it has to do with showing off and looking at fashions, and I love fashion. I'll be so grateful if someone cane help me navigate! :D

And I'm going to my first homecoming! I figure since it's my senior year, I might as well do all of the school stuff I've put off, as a final hurrah, you know? hahaha. I'm going dress shopping with my friend Joanna, since I'm totally inept with girly-ish stuff like that =\ But it should be fun... I can't believe homecoming is 2 weeks away, such short notice...

Wow... this was so long.... I wouldn't be surprised if I get carpel tunnel -_- I've been horrible with commenting for people's entries, I'm sorry, and I promise I'll be all over that... tomorrow "XD Must stick with promise/goal #1, so I'm off for online classes.

Peace out! ^_^

Current Location: home (unfortunately)

Current Mood:

tired

Current Music: The GazettE- Saraba

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18 September 2009 @ 08:30 pm

~44~ F.M.L. *explodes*

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My friend and I were supposed to chill today, but I couldn't get a hold of her for 4 hours after school and only then did she say we couldn't hang out. I love her to death, but one thing I can't stand is, with getting to places and stuff along those lines, on time, she's very unreliable, even though I know most of her transportation is dependent on her family but still... T_T

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I'm such a horrible procrastinator! I'm so far behind on my online assignments, and I BS-ed an assignment in my English class on a book that I used online notes for (I don't have an excuse, but I've never done that before...) I have work, and since it's been in the 50's-60's here and no one needs a pool/pool accessories anymore it seems, I'll have 8 hours to make up for the work. But still.... >-<.

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I found... my Anime Boston Masquerade skit on YouTube! o-0 Kill me, really, I hated doing that skit. I got roped into doing it for a friend, because, I play Winry, and the original Winry dropped it at the last minute, and I can't remember for the life of me why or how I said "Yes" in the first place. So, the skit was set up 4 months in advanced, but I was brought in with THREE HOURS to rehearse lines and change from my Bou Tekesuta Kousen cosplay into a totally different outfit and wig, backstage, around 60+ PEOPLE, but, and here's the kicker, I had to wear my 3 inch JRock platform shoes with the WEDDING DRESS. Not to mention, I'm also terribly stage fright, so I don't know how the hell I managed to pull it off but we all did. And, get ready for it..... We won an award *shot in head* It was a plastic trophy with a big-chested anime character topper, but they were all proud (I was amazed more than anything...) BUT! Now, this vid, with the announcer saying my full name and failing at it, and my horrid performance with an even more horrid wig, is plastered in THREE DIFFERENT VIDS on YouTube! Soooooo

F*ck My Life "XD

(If you didn't know, that was the original reason (the L) for this rant-ish-ness...)

I promise I'll write something interesting later, but I need to do homework. Oh, and here's the video. You might as well see it, I'd love your feedback as I lay dying from red-faced embarrassment x_x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ibLd6JSz0tk

...I don't know how to make the actual vid come up....

Current Location: home (unfortunately)

Current Mood:

mortified

Current Music: Antic Cafe- Hanazo Mukashi no Kaoru ni Nio Ikeru

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10 September 2009 @ 03:31 pm

~43~ Biased People SUUUUUUCK

So, lovely checking my e-mail today. I wrote a comment to someone's vid who posted Nyappy in the Parallel World (I'm Azarathsflame) Aaaaaaaand I got a lovely response from the lovely YouTubers...

Just lovely....

See, what I don't understand is, why I'm getting thumbs down, and someone who merely said a point in time where Miku barely says "Nyappy" gets 4 thumbs up. I didn't say anything offensive, and I stated my opinions in what I thought was an unoffensive manner, but I guess not to about 6 other people, who sided with someone who said a time, a fact. GAAAAAH how annoying -_-

I realized it back in my Yuuki-disliking days, just how... overly dedicated the Cafekko are. Way over-dedicated. To the point that I really do think that An Cafe would be ashamed if they could read English. People cuss you out, use every trick in the book to prove you're wrong, and are so judgemental if you don't like everything that has to do with An Cafe. It's like, if you're a Cafekko, you're automatically not a loyal fan if you don't like something. Right now, I could name at least 5 An Cafe songs that I don't like. But god forbid I post it on YouTube, because they'll thumbs-down my comment so many times, it won't be shown....

Sorry, most of this is just a rant. But I'm expecting more thumbs-down for my comments, just because I didn't like Nyappy in the Parallel World, which, "apparently", means I don't like the album, which I do <3 *Sigh*... ugh... make the madness of biased Cafekko stop T_T

Current Location: home (unfortunately)

Current Mood:

annoyed

Current Music: Nyappy in the World 3

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02 September 2009 @ 10:08 pm

~42~ INTERLUDE! Band Meme: GazettE (and a break from math homework XD)

My internet's been crap lately XP Soooooo, I'll do this as quickly as possible and then give a real entry tomorrow! ...Oh, and my re-done room too! :3 This was stolen/given by

baratsubomisan ^_^

This is a music meme. Using only song titles from one artist/band, cleverly answer these questions:

Pick a band/artist: The GazettE (because 3 people already chose An Cafe :( hahaha, I'll be different)

1. Are you a male or female: Psychedelic Heroine

2. Describe yourself: Silly God Disco

3. How do you feel about yourself: HEADACHE MAN (I blame school -_-)

4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend: LEECH

5. Describe your current boy/girl situation: Calm Envy

6. Describe your current location: Filth in The Beauty

7. Describe where you want to be: Machibouke no kouen de [In the park where I waited in vain ...]

8. Your best friend is: Erika (legit! XDDDD)

9. Your favorite color is: Sumire [violet]

10. You know that: Anata no Tame no Kono Inochi [I for You]

11. What’s the weather like: Namaatatakai Ame to Zaratsuita jounetsu [Lukewarm rain and a roughly felt passion]

12. If your life was a television show what would it be called: In The Middle Of Chaos

13. What is life to you: Disorder Heaven

14. What is the best advice you have to give: Kyomu no owari, hakozume no mokushi [The end of nothingness, A revelation packed in a box]

15. If you could change your name what would you change it to: Reila

I think I did okay ^_^" Anyway, I tag everyone! But be original X3

Current Location: home (unfortunately)

Current Mood:

restless

Current Music: many GazettE songs after this meme XD

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29 August 2009 @ 02:56 pm

~41~ OMG #$^&@*$&%! No One Remembered Yuuki's Birthday! T_T

Wooooooow...

peace_b84 just wrote a post on the

an_cafe comm. and, in Japan time, I guess everybody on LJ is about 3 hours late for poor Yuukikki's birthday. How the eff did I manage to forget? o-0

For the sake of my own mind, I hardly ever celebrate any J-rocker's birthday on the Japan time, so I guess I'm on-time by my own standards XD But still! Wow... hahaha

Soooo....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUUKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...By the way, has Yuuki ever officially disclosed his age or year of birth? o-0 I heard both 1987 and 1986, but I can't imagine that he's 21-going-on-22 (That'd mean Takuya would only be half a year younger than Yuuki...) I'm guessing he's 23 years old now, but whatever age he is, much love for Takahashi! XD <3 Sorry for the belated-ness...

And! OMG! Yuuki and Michael Jackson have the same birthday XDDDDDDDDDD I don't know why but I think that's funny x_x

[edit] My font color and size are acting screwy -_-"

Current Location: The Pool Store (work)

Current Mood:

surprised

Current Music: John Mayer- Daughters (ewwww... such a creepy song....)

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